A new list of goals. 05.26.12

This is a new set of goals I want to accomplish within these next few months or years. After seeing my last set on how I accomplished them 80-90% I figured another list would help me be on track.

Motorcycle Parts:
  - Painting
  - Powder Coating Matte Black
  - Parts that I have already need to install
  - New Handlebars/grips
  - Possibly new gearshift
  - Valve adjust
  - Degrease everything
Gear:
 - Shoei RF1100 matte black helmet
 - Spartso Jeans
 - Boots

New Bike: Ducati SportclassicGT/Evo848

Car:
- Save up for Subaru BRZ.

Miscellaneous:

- iphone 4 + iphone 5
- Nice workdesk from IKEA
- Nice Drawer from IKEA
- Pay off my phone bill
- 40”+ flatscreen TV
- Professional Camera Nikon/Canon
- Watches (Armani, Movado, Omega)
- Quality Portable Speakers (Fit for instant party)
- Jeans
- pair of high quality sandals Reefs?
- External Hard Drive for all my Music/Photos/Etc

(Optional):

- Salvatore Ferragamo belt
- Burberry/Versace Tie
- Macbook
- iPad
- Get a Firearm Permit
- Get a Firearm (Between Glock 22, Beretta M9, or Sig Sauer P226)
- Cologne Collection
- Polk Audio TSI speakers (2)

THIS. is some real shit. That’s why my music choices are all hella old.

simonwang:

“all the music today sucks. i only listen to older music, because it was real music back then”

(Source: mechastreisand)

V. for Virgins

Everyone became so fake no one knows what their true feelings are

When sex is at stake, anyone knows just impress it with their car

Believe they’re in love but when the true meaning is, oh.. so far

Blame it on world, on society, on the alcohol, let’s go to the bar

Our generation sure knows how to trick ourselves into the cool

Powered by television, jolted by marketing, sex is our fuel

With all these kids exposed to such images, yolo is all that they knew

Sheep like mentality, herded by the high rollers crew

What happened to chivalry no one really knows

When we can fuck like there won’t be a tomorrow

Disregard our emotions, our hatred, our sorrows

I’ve lost my heart, you have one I can borrow?

We all complain bout it, yet we all live by it.

We’re all stained with it, yet we all dip in it

Spin wash cycle, yeah we all pinked with it.

True colors come out, red bled the hit

I sit here, watching the declining trend

I kneel here, for our future’s amends

I stand here, against society’s intent

En guard here! chivalry ain’t dead!

- Brian Ho

My goals, Revisited.

This list started in December of 2010 with an update from August 2011 which 8 months has passed. Now it’s May 2012 and another 8 months have passed. I’m trying to see how far I’ve progressed in 2 years.

*must  *optional

- Security Certification for a security job

- Get a Security job.

- Get a Firearm Permit

- Get a Firearm (Between Glock 22, Beretta M9, or Sig Sauer P226)

- Calvin Klein peacoat [Bought a Kenneth Cole one instead from Burlington Coat Factory] {Replaced that one with a better Nautica black one and a dark gray Michael Kors one}

- ExpressMen’s jacket (Charcoal grey)  [since I was going to buy it anyways, I bought it on black friday with 40% off ;D]

- ExpressMen’s jeans (x3)  [Yeap, finished it!]

-  MSC (Motorcycle Safety Course) license

- Northface backpack [ordered it online yesterday and waiting for it to come on mail aka prob a week or so.]

- Motorbike (Ninja EX250) (Still working on this one, this is most likely next) [Bought my first bike a Ninja EX500 white, stolen.. but now an 01 ninja ZX6r]

- Motorbike gear (almost, just missing pants and boots)

- Computer 5.1 Sound System (a regular one with subs)

- Laptop (hp dv7t?) [Got a Dell vostro black] Got a HP G62 Notebook instead.

- Home Stereo System (5 speaker stereo system + receiver + subwoofer) Polk Audio Basic 5 speaker, upgrade to 7 when I move to a bigger place.

- LCD tv 40”+  [Well, I got a 32” one, good enough] {Trying to upgrade to 40-44”}

- PS3

- Salvatore Ferragamo Belt

- Ferragamo Wallet

Achieve Later: (in any order)

- Ferragamo shoes (Black x2, white) Got a pair of black and a pair of white

- Ferragamo Cufflinks

- Movado Watch

- Burberry Ties (Classic, black)

- Versace Ties (White, black)

- Armani/ Brioni suit

- Armani underwear

Here’s some more I added onto the list:

• Cologne (I might go start a collection.. as a hobby)
• Burberry / Armani Polos

Can’t believe 2 years have passed and I’ve accomplished most of my goals… The ones not accomplished are pricey goals as you can see. I’m on my way trying to get myself a new car, and a new bike… because buying the Armani polos and fancy wear is cool n all… but at my age I don’t need it… Maybe when I’m a bit older yekno? ;)

Another rant

I feel that this world operates on such a level of ridiculousness sometimes it makes me wonder why. Why people put up a front, why people create this “game” to get girls. I sit on the sidelines, observing, watching… I don’t get it. Everybody just operates in a level of fakeness. Or maybe that’s how they really are, but I see the signs. I see the body language. They don’t like it, but they act like they do to “fit in”. I don’t get this shit. Then when I speak my mind, its like I’m some type of weird creepy guy who thinks crazy. Maybe that’s why people put up a front to seem “polite” or to seem “respectful” so that they won’t offend another person, causing them trouble. I find it so… menial. The art of the “game”. Why putting up so much effort just to “look cool”. just to “seem badass”, I am a victim of these rules. It’s like I have to play by these rules and I just don’t understand why. I don’t understand why we need to conform to these rules of society. The more “jokes” we put out to put down others as a form of entertainment. I’d say it is okay with a group of friends that really don’t mind your impulsive slightly offending jokes, but it’s not like they enjoy it very much. It’s like I put myself in their shoes… and I realize it’s not quite something nice to do. But every. fucking. body. else. does that shit. Real friends “make fun of each other”. I guess… maybe it is how it goes. Maybe I just haven’t found real friends. Maybe I have trust issues… or maybe its the fuckin world that have issues. If you were to see me in the club, I’d probably be there, drunk as fuck and really speak my mind. But most likely I’d rather be the DJ, playin the freshest songs for your entertainment. But kinda alone… just let me do my thang. I’m starting to realize I’m not quite a person that fits into today’s society. I don’t know where to categorize myself… and maybe that’s why I don’t know what I want to do… because I don’t know who I am, who I be, just trying to serve others so that if they’re happy… I’m happy. I was raised in a christian school most of my life until I graduated high school. I didn’t want to be a goody two shoes. I didn’t want to be the nice guy that finished last. I wanted to be the badass. Plus time and time again I’ve been proven that girls like the badass. Multiple females confess to it. Multiple females agree with it. Why? I don’t understand. Maybe it’s the alpha male type of thing. The cockier, “swaggerific”, game running dude is deem like he’s “desirable”. But society is changing, being “swaggerific” means you’re going to have an “average” life. Saying yolo and walking with a lean ain’t gon get you far up the ladder of life. But why do girls like that shit? It baffles me. And I guess besides… average was never good enough for me. Bestowed upon by how my parents raised me, and how they still enforce that opinion today… Unless I turn against my parents, I am forever bound to satisfy their “opinion”. But that’s not what I want. I hate rules. I don’t understand why I need to follow them. I like creating my own rules. But not to follow any. Hypocritical isn’t it? I’m an explorer. I’m a do-er. I like to head out to new places and experience the world. Not cooped up into a section or sector for a real long time or indefinite time being told what to do by someone who doesn’t give a single fuck bout my life or what I want to say. But the good girls like the common, commited man that commits his love towards them… sort of. Girls these days are mutating into a different breed also. It’s hard to tell what they want these days. Most likely money is a huge factor. Able to pay their shit, able to give them gifts for their anniversaries, whatever. They say it’s not required, but it’s always a plus to surprise. Meaning? They semi-expect it. I don’t understand it. Kinda fake right? So I feel like… I’m different from everyone else. People look at me weird. They think I’m not normal. And I’m probably not. I don’t think like the rest of you guys… but I do enjoy speaking my mind to people willing to listen… because I do feel like I got something special here. A sense of knowledge in the world most people don’t know… or at least the people I come in contact with in a constant basis. I… just want to be me. While society labels me. And I wouldn’t care how society would label me…. if it weren’t for how it affects my career and jobs. If people see me weird, I’m sure employers would think the same thing… “is he a risk? I’ve never seen this kind of person before. Let’s play it safe and hire someone I feel like would be better.” Happens all the time. My mind runs 10x faster than how I would ever express myself. Always spinning… I just want to feel like I’m in place somewhere. Maybe that why I like city lights so much… Because I feel separated from the world… and I could finally think. The girls that understand what I’m talkin about aren’t the cutest ones. And understandingly so… they’re focused onto their beauty, onto how to make themselves desirable by guys, they aren’t focused on the inner things of life. What life means… Am I by myself? I’m so positive I’m not. I’ve found a few, the few who do think like me… but yet, they don’t party like I do. They don’t enjoy themselves like how I do… and sometimes I enjoy myself like the rest of society. Being a bewildering macho status man. Getting at girls… I can get at girls. But I feel like I’m cheating them before I’m even in a relationship with them. Why? I don’t even know. I feel like I’m being fake in order for them to like me. I’d really appreciate a girl who likes me… for me. All my weird ideas, all my fantasies that may or may not come true… if she’d dig that and tells me she does… that’d be the one I’d probably marry. But she has to meet the standards first. Lol, isn’t that bitch. That’s why it’s making girls think boobs,ass, and prettyass face with sex are the best things they can offer to guys… Our society really has turned into something isn’t it. You say I’m weird… but I say ya’ll motherfuckas are doing the same shit as everyone else and complain you want somethin different. Or maybe I need to adapt and change with society. To conform in their ways to survive. Now ain’t that some mental bullshit. haha.

motherfucking Final Destination at work here….

(Source: fapcats, via mindlesshooligan)

I usually don’t “Reblog if…” shit. But… this one was a tough one to swallow. May he burn in hell with wailing sins.

(Source: thefutureisdope, via sheenarosea)

All for what?

Fight against the world, fight on for the cause

Fight against the system, fight off from the boss

Everyday I’m hustlin, even faster than Rick Ross

Got out of hoverin around, since I crash landed into lost

Got a new method for success, call it direction

Cuttin open the reasons, call it dissection

Communicate my inner feelings, call it conversation

And I promise to look after yours, call it contemplation

Your company with mine, we got business relations

Time that we spent, we got a situation

Look at these city lights, because of our elevations

While you level me out, my personal equation

I need a woman that’s down for me, you heard bout Loon

Keep your clothes on girl, don’t need it too soon

That twinkle in your eyes, swept me up, without even a broom

Watch me climb up the stars, and give you the moon

With you, I’m free, like an emancipation

With you, I see, like a realization

That whatever it be, even that monthly raging

It’s you plus me, hybridization

So I fight the wars and the dragons and pick up the potions

I harpoon giant whales and swim across oceans

Member myself in bath and body works, just for your lotions

Toughest challenge yet, battle your father, for my emotions

Out of all the virtues, the greatest is love

I’d do anything and everything, all the above

Unless I’m on top, yeah you know what’s up ;)

They say I’m crazy and because all for what?

You.

- Trip-P

Brian Ho

LOOOL, i can’t… just can’t. So accurate. Ed, Edd, and Eddy.